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Not only Saterdays,
On sundays
also we have classes...
Thats how she said
to her mum & dad,
before coming to the bench
to the darkest corner in the park......

She was seated
with closed legs...
Her books of A/Ls
on her lap...
Head down &
crossed fingers...
Worrying about the
unknown judges,
Keep eyeing on us
passing by......

The first kiss ever,
In a flash all over my lips
a length of a second,
I felt-so long-eternal...
Love!
Of a life time,
Gathered in a single kiss...
Shocking electricity,
Ran through my nerves
Made me numbed......

She looked down,
With a smiling face...
Without turning her
head on me,
Squeezed with shyness...
Scratching the jackets,
Of the books on lap
biting own lips
Under that tree......

By putting my fingers,
Across her fingers
I squeezed them hard...
She smiled, yet
keep biting her lips
without saying a single word...
I released the grip,
I rubbed her forearm
with my shivering fingers
Slowly...
Sliding through under
the books of A/Ls,
My amorous hand,
Towards her fresh lungs......

She bent down,
Pressing her both swans
on her books, hard towards
her knees...
Removing my hand,
Just to stop the traditional
eyes of etiquette...
I know,
Not to pique me, or
hurt my hand of love...
Looking at me,
With pity eyes
that made me stopped...
I turned back,
rubbed her forehead,
And she kept
her head on my shoulder...
Saying she loves me..........!

'Does this even seem like poetry..???'

Attraction...
Something special-flirtation,
Smiles-signs-green light,
YES! lucky me...
Missives-reloads,
You have 7 missed calls...
Floriculture-midnight,
Sleepless-longing nights
Battary low...
Morning dew-out of credits
Selfish-friends-foes
Wow!Valentine day is coming...
Letters-roses-chocolates,
Gifts-expensive...
KFC-MC-French fries-chicken wings,
ODEL-Fashion Bug-Glits-Excel world
Empty pocket...
Lets go to the beach..?!
Galle face-shore-horizon,
Mangos-Pineapple with pepper
Ice cream for 30 bucks...very cheap!
'Vihara Maha Devi'-Race Course,
Hugs-Kisses-unknown judges
Oh!Police.....come on,lets go!
Cinema-touches-temptation,
Sensation-Game Hut-flings
'May I touch???!' please? Just once?
Mmm...you are my angel-miracle...
Wow!she is hot..
Oops!sorry my love,
It wil never happen again...
Promis-cross my heart!
Uh!!! She is hot too....
Days-Weeks-Months-Years...
Oh shit! Valentine day is coming,.
To hell with..
Hey! Hold on there..
Something is missing...!
What? No!everything is fine..
Yeah! But,
Where is ''L O V E''? ? ? ? ? ? !

''Sinful Hearts''

Humans are sinful...
And be erratic very often...
Even the god has shown us the path to go,
But we are not...
If we follow the lights of god,
Life will become an awesome one...
Oh! But,
Sorry 'Lord Jupiter',
Im in love with your wife 'Juno'...

"A Strange Love Story"

Maybe it was about five 'o' clock in the morning......
A beautiful young girl got in from the front door... A charming face, smooth & fair skin, glittering eyes & of course she had possessed an attractive, lovely smile via her pinky lips like petals..... She was wearing a light green slim fit top; plus black skirt with a shiny brown ribbon on her skirt just near her broad hip... A black school bag was hanging on her right shoulder with a single strap...... For a while, her eyes were running all the place-looking for a space to have a seat... On the very next moment she came to me,..I took my legs out of her way-let her to go to the shutter,.. She sat by my side right next to me......

I felt the smell of her sweet-smelling perfume & it got me like almost intoxicated with that sweet smell... And her arm was touching me...and it gave me a potent suave feeling that I never had before, it got me numbed & I felt like that my hair stood up on ends... I realy loved that encounter & was so liable to feel her touch... I looked at her in my sleeves, she was not showing any hesitation or anxiousness... Why should I be dreanch? if it is okay with her?! - I thought...... And I had lost my idleness, my sleep that I had before...just because of her. I loved her touch realy but of course not with an ulterior motive or with a dirty mind... It was actually just a simple innocent desire to feel that physical sensation out of her arm......

Is she an A/L student? Perhaps she is going for tution classes or something?! My mind was messed up & got stucked with number of quizes without answers about her... She was next to me - I was next to her... She was on my left - I was on her right... She was in her world - but my mind was on her... She looked at her wrist watch & I did take a look at it too...she would have seen the clock ticking...but I couldnt. The bus ticket was yet squeezed between her long, thin fingers & I was wondering that how lucky really is that piece of useless paper to feel her touch...?!! In her other hand; a small white hankie......

She must be an A/L student! Might be going for extra classes... YES!!! thats it..thats the thing which can happen... Thats the explanation with more possibiliy-obviously! I thought...murmured to myself and it earned me faith on my concept... I just wanted to recognize her...thats all. And dont know why the hell I wanted to do so either... It was not a love thing for god shake but, maybe an attraction...or whatever it is, I was curious & also deep confused....

Damn! Few more to get to the final destination of this journey... I was helpless...couldnt even think of what to ask out of her...but can't be a man without a back-bone though... Its now or never...Yes! I knew that too... Got to do something...just have to step on it somehow...little bit of guts needed & a drop courage too... In spite of my fearness & shyness I took my guts & made myself - my heart bit valient... I tapped on her arm slowly with my finger-tips... Asked "Are you doing your A/L's ???"

"Am a varsity student malli !!!"

"Waiting..."

Waiting all my life...
Realizing that,
there are more than woe or sty...
Prayers-regrets,
and longing nights...
Find me at the end of life...
Waiting-waiting,
for a "Light" !

"A Day..."

It came & it went...
A baby was born-and old man died...
With the most welcomed joy,
came the most dreaded pain...
Party on the corner-funeral on the side...
Homecoming-cemetery..,
Laughter rang & tears rolled...
Closed doors-vivid lamps...
End of the day,
And a new day comes......!

"Tinkerbell...."

Tinkerbell... Tinkerbell...
You inavaded my darkened room,
Quietly appearing through the clouds of gloom...
I'm glad u here;your hail from heaven,
Do not forsake me even 24-7...
Tinkerbell... Tinkerbell...
An intruder you were; unwelcome guest,
The essence of gentility just at gracious best...
You seemed so near, yet miles away
But the resonance of your voice, fills my ears everyday...
Tinkerbell... Tinkerbell...
Your eyes so vivid & glitters so bright,
You flutters so hard & slowly vanished from the sight...
Everything you touch turns into gold,
You touched me with love & heeled my sore...
Tinkerbell... Tinkerbell...
I struggled to see a glimpse your face,
But at last I lost so delicate the race...
When you whisper in my ear some majical words,
My tear-drops dropped as beady pearls...
Tinkerbell... Tinkerbell...
Everynight you come, everynight you go
Me too loves to know your folk-fore...
Im gonna become ahead a volunteer,
On your way back to your home 'Olympia'......!

"Prayers"

Flames burns,
on the chapel ridge...
On a sabbath eve,
the balustrade debris...
Wine has dried up,
in the golden Chalice...
And the canticles fades,
with no light in it...
Before the morning dew,
in the night death may come...
Death is always in the air,
& the lord will gather some...
My fingers shivers,
and I dropped the crucifix...
My knees getting weak,
heavy I feel my both eyelids...
Nobody is there for me now,
No! Not even me...
After my death,
somebody please say my prayers for me...
Virgin Mary prays dear lord,..
Bt it seems in vain...
So please atleast let your
tears fall as blessed rain...!!!

''Anklet''

It goes up & down,
From left to right...
Touching her skin so smooth,
Kissing her ankle
all the time...
It glitters like gold,
It flies free...
Its adornment,
Adduces her glamour
her looks-her pride...
Its vivid & it helps her
to rock on the stage,
Under the lights...
But when the lights shades
And the curtain comes down,
Its glory
Sinks in a grave of
gloom & dies...!!!

''The Harlot''

Easy come-easy go,
Thats what she is for...
Bed or mat
Does'nt make any sense,
Cause she is just at his beck and call...
At night she is venus,
Daytime she is a slut...
She rules the night & the moonlight,
But been hated when the sun rise... Men
loves her-but women disgusts,
Rather,.
Men got for her
Is nothing but lust ain't love or life...
Her shadow under the fading lights,
Play in the shape of a man's desire...
Virile violates her,
But the world;spit on her face...
They pay for her nudity,
But her feelings are worthless...
World dont see her heart,
Cause they only eyeing at her breasts...
Nobody cares her,
Even if she start to fall apart...
She has not killed anybody,
But she is a criminal atlast...
She did'nt curse the society,
In case of, she is sinfull...
It's a kind of a world we living,.
The guilty, blames the guilt
Pretending itself so vindicate...!!!

''Down with Love''

The world crashing down on
me, my life flashes inside.
Feelings immeasurable, Im fed
up with this miserable life...
Love taken from me, what a
price to pay.
Friendship & affection, Ah!
look what it cost tody...
Blind eyes are lucky, they cant
think or see.
But because Im not blind,
look what it's done to me...
How could I act like that, like I
dont know.
All these things, everything all
because I just know...
Visions running rapid, reeling
in my mind.
Nobody is there for me, no
not even me I feel like...
Dreams into nightmares,
Heaven turns to Hell.
Life into confusion, I felt for
real...
I thought Im the one who
loves you best, for a moment I
was right.
Till you say; you were his
whole world, all the time
every day & night...
You taught me to love to be a
lover, through my life till I die.
And that from knowing how
to love, I learned how to cry...
In my life all these I couldnt
see, how could it be.
Now the curtain is closing on
me....!!!

''ANGELS DESERVES TO DIE''

Angels in heaven,
Watching over us...
The things we up to-our single
move
The steps we take-every
breath we do...
Trying to correct the mistakes
we make,
Just to keep us under
control...
They come behind-all of us,
Eyeing each one of all...
They wont ever let us to be
alone...
They are watching the things
we talk
And they listen when we
pray...
Even after the death-they
wont forsake...
They wait til our time comes
And will take us away,
When our time is done...
Nobody cannot stop them.
A father's tears-a mother's
weap,
Or a baby's scream. ..
Cause they showed no mercy,
Even to Jesus...
And thats why I say,..
There will be a day that I will
fly
If all the 'Angels deserved to
die' !!!

''RAY OF LIGHT''

As the sky darkens,
Im standing and watching
towards the
horizen...
Large sun beams blasting
through,
Clouds over the ocean...
Our lives-just like this,
Surrounded by the troops of
darkness...
Rays of light are rare...
Struggling everyday,
Running-running-running
after a
mirage...
Though we know,
It's just a heresy...
Nobody is there to
scream;rather to
hear...
When we yelled;back we hear
thunder...
Currupted system!!!
Six feats ain't so down to get
buried...
Because staying alive is more
than
that...
In this arena,
Till we see a ''RAY OF LIGHT''

''PEEING LOVE''

Love-its just nothing...
More than anothr feeling...
But there's a diffrnc..
Love is like peeing on
urslf...
Everyone can see it...
But only u-get the warm
feeling
that it brings...
Im the person who pissed-
on myslf infront of the whole
world...
Dah!
Love-damn its warm...!!!!